Dear Ellen, I grew up in a Christian home, knowing I was queer, but felt deeply ashamed when I discovered my parents’ efforts to prevent homosexuality. I tried for years to change, which led to self-hatred, addiction, and mental health struggles. I’ve since left the church, found healing, and reconnected with faith, but the pain of what I went through still lingers. I hope ministries like Strength in Weakness will realize the harm being done and find a better way forward. But I doubt it will make a difference. I doubt you even care. Sincerely, A Survivor
Dear Survivor,
Thank you for your email and thank you for your courage and vulnerability in sharing this part of your story with me. I absolutely do care. Unfortunately, your experience is not uncommon and there are so many that are wounded by the pain, fear, and misguidedness of others.
You have a tremendous warrior spirit in wanting to protect others from going through what you did, I so admire and appreciate that. I feel very similarly. This is why we have dedicated our mission toward education, awareness, and support, so that those who are afraid and/or uninformed on this topic can see it more through God’s eyes, with Jesus’ love leading the way.
Our goal is not to impose our own beliefs on anyone; we believe in the free will that God gives each person and we wholeheartedly support everyone’s right to pursue happiness however they would like to. We mourn with and for you and others like you who have been so hurt by God’s ambassadors on this earth. I know that the pain you experienced is not a reflection on God’s love, but a reflection on imperfect humans.
We are so glad that you are happy and healthy. Thank you, again, for your courage, vulnerability, and strength in sharing your story.
